Today is the last day of the project I've been running at work for the past 9 months. Last week my mood has rapidly decreased due to working 70 hours a week and problems cumulating almost beyond control. Almost, because as always seems to be the case, most problems will be under control just in time. I hope. It's so hard to keep positive and not to send a message of despair to the people working on this project. And again I now think: never again, this was too much. But then: shortly I will look back on this period and laugh about the problems we have overcome.